Writes from the heart

Sooo, I'm a little annoyed right now and found these from when I've been really angry before. I'd already written the first 3, and have just written the fourth. So, here they are

How did it come to this? – Strike 1

Blink, Bite. Blood. Blink.
I know I just can't win.
I know you can see the emptyness in my eyes.
The venom in your tongue.
Who cares? You don’t,
Care about me,
Love any of me,
Smile at me.
Even if I am motionless I break the tension,
and spark the minefield of your distaste.

Nothing.

Resorting to this to hear my words aloud.
Without being deafened by hate.

How did it come to this?.

How did it come to this – Strike 2

What. A. Bitch.
You still don't care do you?
Even after you were told DIRECTLY
Now I know you don't care
You make up the lies
You are the lies
When it's your fault already
How could you?
Just because you are a
Selfish. Lying. Child.
I don't hate you.
But if you carry on like this.
It's heading that way.

How did it come to this?

How did it come to this – Strike 3

Stupid piece of crap.
You think you’re so hard
With your pathetic head spins
You think you’re so ‘clever’
With your ridiculous eyebrow raises
You think you’re all that
When you pick on other people
So I step in
And everything moves
Until it’s directed at me
You
Pathetic
‘Clever’
Hard
Ridiculous
Little piece of crap

How did it come to this?

How did it come to this - And youuuuuu're out!

Is it really that hard?
Just to listen, for once in your life?
I mean, seriously. Would it kill you to say.
‘Oh ok then’ and leave it alone
You know – without messing, tampering, changing
Like you expect me to do with respect
Whereas you will stand there
Staring into the distance
Like some freaky, zoned out doll.
Cause that will make alllll the difference, of course
Cause that’ll really make things different
Or change my mind
Or make me see that im wrong
Cause I am – of course – im always wrong
I’m not perfect, and I may have made mistakes
But at least give me the credit for being right
Once in a while.
You’re heading the same way
As the crap you’ve just moved

Switching bags wont make it any less rank.

How did it come to this?



So yeah, im gonna go and find an anger management class, or 'A decade under the influence' on my Ipod. I'll let you decide which is cheaper :D